day 2 of hell week.

[scottobear]

Emotionally pleased at the moment, a nagging suspicion that I had was recently confirmed by Ornj has also helped me understand a bit of the more discordant side of our relationship. The positives have certainly outweighed the negatives by far and I still think she's the ideal girl for me... I have mixed feelings about her current situation, but I'm primarily happy for her, considering what she's had to deal with in the past. I don't want to lose something this good, and I'll make a point of stopping anything bad from happening.

gah. just reread that. vague, sloppy writing.
Maybe I'll just shoot for the basics.

I love her. She loves me. That's all that really matters when you get right down to it. I trust her totally, and feel in my heart that things will only get better. That's more to the guts of it.

[edit - 2007: turned out she wasn't completely honest there. didn't come clean about her family at all... or her situation. turned out I was in love with a lie - she just told me enough truth to make the hidden stuff stay hidden. You were a dope, Scotto. Thank your lucky stars you were freed of that situation.]

Comments

Yea Buddy!

[destroll.livejournal.com]

I can totaly relate to that right now! Except of course for the week of hell thang.

[isis.livejournal.com]

Well, the boy and I will give you a little break.

If the cheesecake we're talking about trying to bake turns out okay, we'll bring you up a piece.

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[scottobear.livejournal.com]

yum! sounds like a fair plan to me!!

[isis.livejournal.com]

You get the good part of this deal.

All you have to do is eat yummy food... ;-)

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[scottobear.livejournal.com]

yeah! I can totally go for that. :)