day 2 of hell week.
Dec. 12th, 2000 09:52 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
scottobearEmotionally pleased at the moment, a nagging suspicion that I had was recently confirmed by Ornj has also helped me understand a bit of the more discordant side of our relationship. The positives have certainly outweighed the negatives by far and I still think she's the ideal girl for me... I have mixed feelings about her current situation, but I'm primarily happy for her, considering what she's had to deal with in the past. I don't want to lose something this good, and I'll make a point of stopping anything bad from happening.
gah. just reread that. vague, sloppy writing.
Maybe I'll just shoot for the basics.
I love her. She loves me. That's all that really matters when you get right down to it. I trust her totally, and feel in my heart that things will only get better. That's more to the guts of it.
[edit - 2007: turned out she wasn't completely honest there. didn't come clean about her family at all... or her situation. turned out I was in love with a lie - she just told me enough truth to make the hidden stuff stay hidden. You were a dope, Scotto. Thank your lucky stars you were freed of that situation.]
gah. just reread that. vague, sloppy writing.
Maybe I'll just shoot for the basics.
I love her. She loves me. That's all that really matters when you get right down to it. I trust her totally, and feel in my heart that things will only get better. That's more to the guts of it.
[edit - 2007: turned out she wasn't completely honest there. didn't come clean about her family at all... or her situation. turned out I was in love with a lie - she just told me enough truth to make the hidden stuff stay hidden. You were a dope, Scotto. Thank your lucky stars you were freed of that situation.]
