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Nov. 18th, 2000 04:18 pm
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Darktrain, how does that limb counting game go again?

I'm going to have to cut you off....

How? Why didn't I know about this up until now? Stuck in the wrong body, indeed.

Holy crow.

When I was very young, a woman visited my mother who was missing four fingers on her left hand. I couldn't stop staring at that smooth plane of skin. Even now, I can remember how she held an Oreo cookie with just her thumb.

I'm gearing up for a new writing project, in which I was asked to come up with a signature character. My first thought was a man paralyzed from the waist down.

And yet, I have no desire to lose any of my limbs.

Maybe this is some kind of backlash against the very comfort of our culture. It's certainly plausible that an urge to seek challenge could make its way into the genetic code. It's not hard to imagine survival advantages in that... When one is raised in perfect comfort, perhaps the idea of making life more difficult becomes appealing -- even to the point of pathology. If, indeed, one can claim that the desire to have one's leg sawn off is "sick" while the desire to have one's nose reduced is not...

What freaked me was the discusion of how these people had an alternate body image, like a transsexual, that their born-body didn't match, and so they had never felt physically right in some instinctive way. This suggested that:

A) They are souls reborn.

B) In their last life, they were not human.

Perhaps they are fallen angels, and need amputations to suit their vague concepts of their severed, phantom wings.

the long sympathetic view

Date: 2001-12-15 02:45 pm (UTC)
From: (Anonymous)
I wandered upon your page because of my curious nature and a question that had popped into my head about people surviving amputations with loss of body portions below their chest... reading your comments I felt a need to say that your readers are not simply quessing that it is a psycological disorder which causes a person to want to change genital orientation... It is a medical fact. the physicians who actually perform the necessary operation (or unecessary depending on whether you have sypathy for them or not)have classified the psycological illness as "gender disphoria". I have researched the subject quite a bit as a result of being involved in a friendship with someone who has been "changed" for more than 10 years. The truth of the matter, I believe is we are all individuals in spite of our human makeup of DNA and knowing my friend, I would have to say there is some definite truth to the "gender disphoria" diagnosis. If she had never revealed her past, I truthfully would have never known. Not evrything is a Jerry Springer show, and there are real TS people out there who aren't just gay trying to fit into a homophobic world... As for my interest in the amputation, it was spurred by the fact I lost my mother to cancer from a large soft tissue sarcoma that resulted in a good majority of her lower limbs being amputated. my personal thought is their are legitamate reasons and non-legitamate reasons to everything. I do thank you for your spur of the topic... It makes people think and question, which brings better understanding to everyone.

Re: the long sympathetic view

Date: 2001-12-15 03:29 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] scottobear.livejournal.com
Thank you for your comment... interesteing to see folks remarking on it well over a year after its post!

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