More tummy trouble.

[scottobear]

Man, I feel lousy. I don't like where I am right now, relationship-wise, and job-wise things could be better. I keep forgetting about the hard parts of a relationship, and now my petty mind is harping on all the little chafe-y things that bother me when I'm not love-drunk. Honestly, I was getting by well enough alone, but being with someone is nice, too. I know she's got some sort of family issues, with both parents. I don't know, maybe her behaivior comes from there. The thing is, I don't care where certain behaiviors start from, I just want postive stuff to continue, and negative stuff to cease. Deception and fear only hurt. And I'm feeling pretty low...