1. Yeah but now I'm all paranoid about my writing. It felt better back in the day when all the ladies were flirty and thought I was a genius. But I'm glad that is over because now should be the time of real progress.
Glad your still poundin the keys too!
2. I use to frequent smith's web board over at viewaskew.com or somesuch. That was when I tested out the zephyrwindow thing. I liked and disliked Dogma. I bought the DVD before I ever owned a DVD player though. I lost it before I got one too. Sometimes I feel less like a Christian in church than I do driving to work. Which I like. I want to wear that in peoples faces and yet have them never notice it. Until they notice it of course.
3. I have moments, usually in traffic, when I'm not so fond of *everyone*, but it doesn't last and I usually feel bad if I've said anything out loud. I know that makes me sound a little like a sissy, but so be it. For a long time I thought being a "man" meant being mean (learned from dad). He and I both changed our minds on that one. Mostly together and the truth is, he is one of my best friends right now.
4. If you wait long enough they will actually sink. I find that comforting on some level.
5. I was just talking about San Fran with the wife the other day. We had plans of moving there for school someday. Those plans dissolved somewhere and it makes me sad to think about it... but we're not dead yet.
6. I don't drink because I don't want to become what my father was for a long time (as a suprise announcment he just recently let me know that he and his girlfriend are indeed getting married. This Thursday. No kidding. And he hasn't drank in almost a year if you can believe it.) same thing with the drugs. I know that my nature is to over-indulge. I can't trust myself to limits. I don't always evolve. Real change is hard. But the possibilities get me excited and keep me up at night, day dreaming. I love the idea of making my kids proud, but I also just want to have interesting things to say in conversations. I dropped out of school when I was a freshman in college so I think my approach to learning is quite different than most. For better and worse in equal amounts. A lot of my most recent changes have initially been inspired by you. And I am totally digging fishstories.
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How the h*** do you find all these websites? :)
1. Yeah but now I'm all paranoid about my writing. It felt better back in the day when all the ladies were flirty and thought I was a genius. But I'm glad that is over because now should be the time of real progress.
Glad your still poundin the keys too!
2. I use to frequent smith's web board over at viewaskew.com or somesuch. That was when I tested out the zephyrwindow thing. I liked and disliked Dogma. I bought the DVD before I ever owned a DVD player though. I lost it before I got one too. Sometimes I feel less like a Christian in church than I do driving to work. Which I like. I want to wear that in peoples faces and yet have them never notice it. Until they notice it of course.
3. I have moments, usually in traffic, when I'm not so fond of *everyone*, but it doesn't last and I usually feel bad if I've said anything out loud. I know that makes me sound a little like a sissy, but so be it. For a long time I thought being a "man" meant being mean (learned from dad). He and I both changed our minds on that one. Mostly together and the truth is, he is one of my best friends right now.
4. If you wait long enough they will actually sink. I find that comforting on some level.
5. I was just talking about San Fran with the wife the other day. We had plans of moving there for school someday. Those plans dissolved somewhere and it makes me sad to think about it... but we're not dead yet.
6. I don't drink because I don't want to become what my father was for a long time (as a suprise announcment he just recently let me know that he and his girlfriend are indeed getting married. This Thursday. No kidding. And he hasn't drank in almost a year if you can believe it.) same thing with the drugs. I know that my nature is to over-indulge. I can't trust myself to limits. I don't always evolve. Real change is hard. But the possibilities get me excited and keep me up at night, day dreaming. I love the idea of making my kids proud, but I also just want to have interesting things to say in conversations. I dropped out of school when I was a freshman in college so I think my approach to learning is quite different than most. For better and worse in equal amounts. A lot of my most recent changes have initially been inspired by you. And I am totally digging fishstories.
Thank you for these kind answers/questions!